Being Sick

I dont know anyone who enjoys being sick.

I don't know many who wish to be around people when they're sick.

As for me, if someone's talking to me while I'm sick, I wonder what is wrong with them. Why would you be talking to someone, exchanging air with them, while they are sick!?!?!? It makes no sense to me.

So either it's my mom or no one please. My mom b/c I've grown up with 'mom will make it all better', even if it means giving you the digusting medicine, I know she knows that it'll make me better faster, so at least someone knows what to do. Everyone else just needs to leave.

So me being at school while I'm sick was a hard thing for me. I'm not a sociable person when people are around me and I'm in need of tissues. It's not that I am mean, or refuse to talk to people, for some tried to talk to me (not to mention on the days that my voice was shot, great idea) and I did answer, I just wanted the conversation to stop asap.

I gotta wonder what it will be like at school once I'm happy being around people, instead of wanting class to start, then end, then the day to end so I can go home and go to sleep.

Oh, and b/c I'm sick I've had to miss two different birthday celebrations. Both of which I wanted to attend...even though they were on the same day. YUCK.

Being sick takes the fun out of everything.

Oh, and I'm having this weird thing that idk if it has to do with my digestive system or not....its in my abdomen area, and its a sharp pain for 4 seconds that really really hurts. this morning I kept having them 11 seconds apart. They woke me up and everything. I had them for so long that not only did I count them out, I got used to them and they stopped hurting as much. It was about two hours before they stopped. Almost as if I was having contractions, but probably not as painful.

Plus side of being sick: nothing except watching movies b/c there's nothing else to do. Waa-hoo.

I also get to miss church tomorrow, b/c I'm trying to get better by monday. It's not going to happen, but hopefully by then I'll be almost normal and wont be completely antisocial. We'll see.

I'm going to be missing everyone from church, especially my summer buddies. Getting close to them this past summer was the best. This past summer and the summer before that are pretty much neck and neck on the best summers ever in my life. Or at least the ones I remember :)

Over and Out.

Updation -- is that even a word?

Strangely, yes, it is a word...and I have proof:

Main Entry:	updation
Part of Speech:	n
Definition:	updating; the act or process of bringing up-to-date
Usage:	informal

Source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/updation

How weird can you get?

Well I decided I'm going to be typing in a different format today, just to shake things up a bit.

College starts soon (5days), and I'm slightly nervous about it, as I have NO idea what I've gotten myself into, focusing mainly on sciences (which are NOT my specialty, but I wanted to use college to stretch myself, so here we go....) and having a graphic design class that has to do with drawing. Which I am not good at either.

Oh dearie.

But, if it works out as planned, I'll be taking my mind to a different level and will hopefully get the jist of all of the classes...and thankfully my CHEM classes are split up three ways...not including my CHEM lab. Which I think I shall eventually enjoy, once I get past memorizing all sorts of stuff that I may or may not use.

Moving onto another topic (which is why I've changed formats, isn't this fun?), my room is moving along, and I was trying to upload a few pictures to show ppls what the bed looks like, but my phone refuses to be recognized by my computer, so I'll try later with a real camera.

My desk should be done by next week today, so It'll be after I start school, but not too far after.

My bathroom is going to get shelves with some customization that will hopefully hold my hairdryer and flat iron instead of them laying on wire shelving and getting tangled up.

Soon I should also have a hand rail down my wall, and all of the bare wood stained to mostly match my floor, yay!

Still nothing on the matters of a bedside table, chairs, nor something to permanently put my laptop on (I want it to be a separate rolling platform that I can move around my room or put next to my desk without having to pick it up. It's freakishly heavy.), so yeah, moving right along.

Finishing up this post I wanted to talk about my weight. It's getting weird. I gained 4 lbs in a week. The weirdest part is before this strange occurance I was unable to gain that amount of weight in 3 years, let alone 1 week. So weird.

At first I thought the scale was messed up somehow, 'cause yesterday I was 117. But I checked my weight at the house I babysit in and I was 117.6 there. So I guess it was ok. BUT THEN, I checked my weight shortly after eating this morning and lo and behold......119.....I've never SEEN that weight on the scale before.

My mom says it's a good thing, that I finally look healthy, but I'm scared my 'miracle matabolism' has gone bye bye and ill continue gaining weight overnight till I burst.

Of course, this will never happen..ill just simply stretch and stretch and stretch........till I cant see my feet. Oh joy.

I hope my mom's right and I dont continue to gain weight at this rate and simply level out at 120....which is supposedly the healthy weight for me......Idk, I'm just tyring to figure out how to stop it if I have to.

Over and out!

old coming around with the new

So many things are going on right now:

• Tomorrow I'm getting my haircut!!!
• Wednesday I get my BRACES GONE
• I know of 3 ppl now from 3 different phases of life going to SPSU with me this year....creepy feeling
• aunt sandy is here!!
• i go to ikea on thurs. with 3 of my fav. ppl to see if i can find stuff for my room
• I am talking to someone who I told never to talk to me again for various reasons....its been more than a year and he's decided to try talking to me again.....something about thinking about his past
• D and G are going to public school....second day tmr....d's first time in public school was today....
  

So about the haircut, I want to keep the majority of my length...maybe two inches off at the most...but layering up my hair...giving it more style...and maybe have some sweeping bangs again would be nice....I get to talk to Amanda again!! I haven't seen her in over a year...she's my favorite hairstylist


WEDNESDAY!!!!! I'm so stoked!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA Braces off...NO MORE BANDS....yesssssss


the three ppl are

1. dylan eggland (or w/e) from 6th grade(macedonia)
2. david klien from 7th and 8th grade (kings)
3. andy mauldin(MLC)

It's wierd...'cause i ended one phase before i started my new one...and now they're all coming together all at once....AT MY NEWEST PHASE OF LIFE!!!!! Can you say creeeeepy


Sandy is here and she is one of the 3 favorite people :) end of story


I dont have a bed frame (platform bed)
I dont have a desk
I dont have various other things I would prefer in my room and bathroom in order for me to be happy with my new room...right now being on the floor feels weird...
The two other fav. ppl besides sandy is my mom and mrs. BETSY!!! last time i saw her i think i was using her rosetta stone spanish for my interview with the spanish professor at spsu...long time


yeah with this guy thing...i'm kinda freaked out 'cause i got really messed up when we were friends...and i dearly hope ive learned a lot more since the last time we talked...i just have to try to forget the past and just think of him as another boy.....brian is the guy that's my close guy friend now....not him....and ill be fine.....because i DO become my best around brian....so he's the one that matters.....


About the public school thing...D is making me mostly crazy with this whole guy deal.......i really hope she gets over the fact that the playing feild has gotten much bigger with public school and realize that most of them arent worth the time of day...and for her to stop talking about the cute one in her chem class.....bleck


So yeah alot's happening...alot i have to remember...along with things i dont want to....i need sleep too...so yeah.....


Dear God,

you know my past, present, and future. you know what i need, what i will mess up on....and what is good for me. thank you for being my Lord.

Amen