So I guess this has become my mini diary that I put out there in public in order to stop being afraid of what people think.
But that's too long to be a title so I'll keep what I've already got.
Confession -- I feel so left out of life right now.
Being sick has made my life horrible.
It's fall, so so many things are happening -- people are getting married, festivals are happening, people are going places, and fun things in general are going around.
And I can't participate.
I've been sick, and I have schoolwork that I can't just up and forget about.
I'm just miserable. I can't be around people for too long because of my coughing, and I can't afford to go places because of my money limit.
I know my friends haven't forgotten about me, and they want me to come hang out with them...but my life is getting in the way of LIFE.
Being a college student who gets sick every couple months SUCKS.
I've been told that this wont last forever.....yes I know, but I still have TWO YEARS of this left and after that I may not even find a job that make it all worth it.
Can't this world just end already??
